Your love is as cold as ice yet it lights up a fire in my arms

A fire hot as hell, it forces my eyes to ring the alarm

I cry. I cannot take the heat

The lies, the deceit,

Cold on the inside, hot on the outside

Still I stay because this love I have failed to hide

Loving you is indeed like suicide

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Your love is as cold as ice yet it lights up a fire in my arms

A fire hot as hell, it forces my eyes to ring the alarm

I’m dying. I cannot keep up with the random temperature changes

Some days you’re so heated, you burn me badly, leaving bruises

Other days your fire goes out, leaving room for the cold to freeze me to the death

I know better than to remain your lover

But I just can’t see myself being with another

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Your love is toxic, it is like poison

Your love is as deadly as COVID, it feels like prison

Why do I stay knowing you could be my death?

Knowing you’re capable of ending my journey on earth?

Why do I keep coming for more even when every time you take away my breath

You constantly have me screaming, fighting for my life

Sometimes I feel I should let you do it, let you stop me from being alive

You’ve scarred me countless times and I have survived

Loving you, oh loving you, is indeed like suicide